which path to choose

theres this boy tht i fancied since the first time i saw him, but bcuz i didnt hav the courage to tell him how i felt at first, someone else took the chance and they went out, i was really sad then, but i kept my fellings to myself... i still luved him even when he went out wiv tht girl, but in my point of view, even if u cant b wiv the one u luv, as long as u c tht they r happy, ur happy 2...n then someone was really nice to me later on n a sudden luv juz came n i went out wiv him, but then i realised tht actually, i dun luv him tht much, i still luv the first boy...his girlfren cheated on him n they broke up, he was really sad then, n seeing him being tht sad but i was unable to help him, i was upset 2...i still luv him all this time n i broke up wiv my recent boyfren bcuz in my heart, there's still his existance, it seems tht he never left my heart, n never will....but apparently he fancies someone else, but who it is, i do not know....should i move on n juz find a better boy, or believe in miracle, tht if u keep waiting, one day, we will b 2gether? i dun hav the courage to ask him out anymore due to his rejection b4 n rumors tht he fancies some1 else...what should i do? which path should i choose?