Tuesday, 27 September 2011

heartbroken yet again...

Finally, I had the courage to ask him out on monday lunch time, but then he pretend he didn't hear me and went off. and then the next day, today, luke told me gareth asked him if i was joking or not, and luke said i wasnt (well, thts what he told me anyway), and gareth said he'll think about it...but then he said no, not really to luke in the morning. At lunch, yet again I asked him out, and yet again he avoided the question. So after school, i asked him out again, and he said we're friends. we're friends. and then he said, y r u so fond of me? so i told me, u cant calculate love.
cuz u cant, love comes and goes, u cant control it....
but the worst thing of all is tht b4 i asked him out, i saw marcia, claudia's sister asking him 4 a hug, n they hugged. I never asked him 4 a hug, and he never hugged me, everytime i see him hugging a girl, not his sister of course, my heart hurts....really hurt. I gave up on him b4,  n then luved him again, gave up, luv again. i wan to give up now, but i dun in a way, should i give  up or not?

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