Love...

I fancy this boy, but he hurt my feelings too much. I wanted to give up on him, but my friends said that if you don't give up, sometimes you end up the way you wanted it to be...
He went out with this girl, but she cheated on him and they broke up, which causes him to be afraid of going out with other girls...
The first time he hurt my feeling was when my friends asked him out for me and he said he's not ready for another relationship yet. My friends told him that I would never do such things, but I didn't have the courage to tellhim all this myself. I want him to know that i've been cheated by my ex-boyfriend before, and i hate that feeling, therefore i would never cheat on him. And my friends know what my wish is, my wish is to make everyone around me happy...and cheating on someone is not making that person happy, which is another reason why i would never cheat on him. I really want to tell him all this, but i didn't have the courage to...
The second time he hurt my feeling was when i finally have the courage to tell him all this, i asked him if i could have a private talk with him but he didn't want to.... Many of my friends encouraged me to tell him my feelings for him myself and when i finally have the courage to...he didn't want to listen to it....
The third time he hurt my feeling was when my friend said that she thinks one of my crush's friend fancy me and he said that us 2 should go out. The person you fancy asked you to go out with another boy...it really hurt my feeling...
And then the fourth time he hurt my feeling was when he threw a stone at my leg and it hurt me... but the problem is not i've been hurt by a stone, it's that i've been hurt by the person i love.
Some of my friends ask me to forget him, stop loving him, but i can't... you can't control love....