Sunday, 10 June 2012

F*** my life!

In my blog, there's more sad posts than happy posts...but that's how my life is, sad thing more than happy things...I always wondered, if i didn't come to England, will my life been better? at least there wouldn't have been racism that i've suffered for years, wouldn't have met friends that would betray me... life sucks, my life sucks anyway :)  
Ya, the title said f*** my life, but u know what? FUCK ALL THE RACIST PEOPLE'S LIFE, FUCK ALL THE FAKE FRIENDS' LIFE, FUCK ALL THE HEARTBREAKER'S LIFE, FUCK U ALL (IDIOTIC PEOPLE)  :) and when i put smileys, its often fake ones :) xxx
Friends always told me to be strong, stop crying, said they're always there for me, but as far as i concern, none of you's are here for me now, when im writing this...I've always said to myslef, after bad lucks good lucks will come again and again and again, but NO! No good lucks ever came to me! NO NO AND NO!!! 
I've trusted wrong people in my life, i don't believe in shit like "LOVE" anymore... Fuck love :) xx
I'm giving up....  

Tuesday, 5 June 2012

For the past few days on facebook, i've put posts about u, how much i love u xxxx all i want to say is "Chris, I love u" xxxxxxxxxxxx so much tht u cant imagine xx :) xxxxx <3