HAPPY =]xx

happy 2day cuz its sports day n more importantly, i get to c luke!!!!

excited 4 tomorrow!!!

i cant wait till tomorrow cuz im going to c luke!!!! :D 
and of cuz...its sports day n i luv sportsxxx :)

sad =[

yesterday, today n tomorrow, im going to b really sad.... cuz im not going to see him 3 days in a row....!!!
:'(missing him....

one of the best day of my life!!!

14th of July 2011 
today is  one of the best day of my life cuz im going out wiv Luke!!!
i hope our relationship will last  long or even FOREVER!!! =]

what have i done? sad, guilty n angry!

I've texted him saying that im going to give up on him bcuz he's upsetted me twice in a row...
but what i actually wanted to do was to step out of the relationship between him and his girlfriend...
what he txted me back txted me feel, sad and angry...

he said " do u know how terrible i feel u said tht! i hope ur happy cuz im going to dump her ASAP!"

as soon as i saw tht message, i felt tht he's angry wiv me n WHAT HAV I DONE???? is he dumping her cuz of what i said??? i felt really stupid n guilty!

but the second part of the txt really makes me angry! he said "i hope ur happy cuz im gonna dump her ASAP"

if i ever breaks ppl realtionship, i will never feel happy! NEVER! if i wanted to break them up, i wouldn't hav helped them to go bck out when tht misunderstanding thing happend b4, would i?

feel abandoned, angry n sad... :(

He promised me that he will be in my group for friday's trip and go on roller coaster, pirate ship n other rides wiv me....
but on thursday, he told me that he will be in his girlfriend's group...yes, it's cuz she's his girlfriend and im not, but i hav feelings 4 him and that really upset me... :'( 
and finally, we're on the trip...i texted him to go on pirate ship wiv me, but when i lined up for it, i realised he already went on wiv his girlfriend and not me, he went on roller coaster wiv her too and basically, he went on every single rides wiv her, not me when he promised he will!!! whenever i c him in the trip, he asks me are u having fun? well, i really want to tell him NO! cuz he broke his promises!!!!!
he has upsetted me twice in a row! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jealous n sad...

when he said to me, she's prettier than me, i can feel my heart breaking in pieces...
even when he chat wiv her on facebook, i can feel jealously rushing up....
sometimes we hav fun together, but sometimes he doesnt care about me... and tht really hurt my feeling... :'(

guilty...

ive been accused of stealing someone's boyfren today and they might split up... if they do, i will feel guilty 4 liffe.... :'( i shouldn't have been tht close to him, can a girl and a boy not be normal frens? what's wrong wiv them ppl????? :'(